Sniffles and Coughs........

Darn spring feaver! Everyone is getting it. As I sit here and type this, I am trying not to sneeze onto my computer screen and cough up, well, you get it. Anyways, to heal myself, or tried to, this is what I did. I went to a camp and cleaned, then visted my best buds! CATS! Got to love them. They are really great healers. Ahhh. Well, as I was working at camp I looked up at the sky, sighed, and got rained on. Then as I was walking home from the shelter, I looked up at the sky, sighed, and took one step at a time towards home.....

Work........

So, ya'll know that I voulunteer at our local animal shelter. Ya'll also know that I am filming a 30 min movie for school. Now, putting the two on top of each other is just painful. On top of those I have school and my family troubles. So, all in all, I have a 24/7 work week. I don't really get a break. I'm not complaining though. Because when I start to do one of these things, I look up at the sky, sigh, and take on one task at a time.....

Problems........

Dealing with your own problems may seem tough. But, then again, when it comes to your friends problems, it's a nightmare. Let me tell you about a problem one of my friends has at the moment. (names are changed to first initial)

OK, so one day, my friend K comes up to me and tells me that she got kicked out of her mom's house (mind you, she is only 15 years old) and had to go to our friend S's house. She started to cry and I gave her a hug. Then we told the rest of our friends. (Sa, Ky, L, and A) Ky, said that K could sleep over at her house and lay low for a little bit. So, K did. That night I called S becasuse K's mom had just been at my house asking for K. I told S that I played dumb and she told me that the police called her house and she told them that K was over at a friend named Ky's house. She said she didn't know where they lived, or the phone number, but I told S that K's mom had Ky's phone number. So I called Ky and she said that her parents were going to call the police and have K talk with them. I got really mad at her because she said she was going to help K, not turn her back to where she need not be! So I called S again and we divised a plan. It didn't work out though. So Sa and Ky took K to the councler the next day and told her everything. That night, K got a call from her social worker and K's mom said that everything was OK. K wanted to die right then and there, and so did I. So now, me, Ky, Sa, S and A are all trying to get K out of her house. She cannot live there anymore. So far, we havn't made much progress, but we have a plan, and I know it is going to work.

Ok, so thats all that happend so far. I hope we can get K out of her house. Like I said, She need not be there anymore! So, this is what I am going to do, and what I am going to tell my friends to do:

Look up at the sky, sigh, and take this problem one small step at a time........

Reading........

Sitting here reading a blog from a friend I know. She sure does know alot! Not just about anything though. She knows alot about animal therapy. I love it! Not only does it feature updates with her and her favorite therapy cat, but it also tells us life lessons and quotes. Also it tells us about God. It is a great blog. Here is the link: lehrman.blog.com
Check it out! It's soooo cool! I thank her and what she does. So, I will leave on a good note. Like always, when things go wrong, I like to look at the sky, sigh, and take it one simple step at a time......

Thinking........

Who would of thought that a family like mine would fight. Two great sons and a single daughter. The mother and the father are divorced and the father is dating a neat freak. The mother is living in a different state, saying that she will soon be there to get us. Who would of thought, that me, the single daughter, would have to deal with it all as if I were the adult. Who would of guessed that not only were the problems at school, but at home too? Whou would of figured, that I would have to deal with not only my brothers problems and mine, but also my friends at school? Who ever said that I was a councler. Well heres who didn't. Me. I didn't think at all that I would have to deal with what I absolulty have to deal with. I didn't thing that I would have to take care of everone the way I do. I didn't think that I would have to start thinking about getting a job at the age of 14 to try and get what I needed. I wasn't ready to start punching metal doors, or screaming at my dad, or trying not to cry everytime I heard my moms voice. I wasn't ready for any of it, but it all hit me at once, and my life went down hill. I cannot climb back up to the top of the hill. It is too tall. To high. I am already rock bottom. Crimany Crickets, what a burden upon my sholders.........That is when I look up at the sky, sigh, and take one step at a time, climbing the hill, slowly but surly.......